Now that I’ve returned to my former thought process, I’ve gone back to the conclusion, I’d much rather be alone then to deal with someone I’m so utterly not compatible with to hang around.
I recall myself back when )and this is giving away a secret of my thought process here) that after say a 2 months time, if I figure out I can not see myself surrounded by a certain person, I end things. Sometimes …. unfortunately, rather badly on my part. I suppose that is rather foolish of me.
It’s because of my seemingly choosy selection, that I’ve gone back to the decision, that it’s ok to be alone again. Now mind you, this isn’t a sad conclusion by any means. Being alone does not constitute not looking or not having friends to have fun while looking with. Simply that I’m smiling here, becuase I decided to choose first and decide later. Rather then the “close your eyes, point, and hope for the best” aim I’ve been taking for some time now.
Heheh, how I do enjoy Myspace’s blogs for allowing my to place my thought process down. Kinda rips the secrets from the scorpio…..
All in all, what this means, is I can now see myself in 20, 30, 40, or 70 years time surrounded instead of that “one” person everyone tries to be with and instead by a group of close friends I could endear to.